Ask the Rebbetzin - Parashat Vayakhel/Pekudei
Dear Rebbetzin,
I’ve been put in a difficult
situation acting as a middleman between a daughter and her mother who is
undergoing hardship and grief due to the husband’s dementia and subsequent
placing in a nursing home. The daughter does not understand her mother’s hardship
in dealing with the emotional strain of the decline of her husband as well as
her being overwhelmed by the additional tasks falling on her shoulders.
Although the daughter means well, all her activities to honor her father, such
as trying to celebrate his ‘round’
birthday, organizing children to come sing for him, renting musical
instruments to do music therapy with him and more is only adding stress to the
mother. The mother is doing the best she can; she visits her husband daily and
takes care of his essential needs. She is not in a place where she can handle
anything extra, such as her daughter’s creative ideas and initiatives.
Moreover, these initiatives exposes her husband’s decline, which the mother is
working hard to keep private. The daughter feels very attached to her father
but lives abroad. She gets very hurt every time her suggestions to make her
father happy are shut down. How can we help the daughter better understand her
mother and become more supportive of her?
Sima Weinberg
(name changed)
Dear Sima,
It
is very kind of you to care so much about your friend and her grief and to
reach out to be helpful. Dementia is called the disease of the relatives
because it affects them more than most other illnesses. Sickness in general
puts a strain on the family relations, and it is very nice of you to want to
help bring the mother and daughter closer and help them support one another in
their grief. I can only imagine how hard it must be for your friend to watch
her husband deteriorate and become a shadow of himself, in addition to having
to manage all the responsibilities of the household alone, herself no longer a
youngster. It is possible that she also may have pent up guilt feelings for
placing her husband in a home, and for not being able to do more. Perhaps her
daughter’s initiatives exacerbates these feelings, reminding her of her own
limitations. It is important that your friend has friends like you, with whom
she can express her feelings and get support.
Dementia – the Relatives’ Disease
Dementia
definitely hits the wife hardest, but do not belittle the grief of the
daughter, who experiences her beloved father – her protector and stronghold –
degenerating, while being unable to help. It seems like the mother and daughter
have opposite ways of dealing with their grief. The mother, as you mention, has
been trying hard to shield her husband from the rest of the world in order not
to expose his debility. Perhaps the daughter feels that having dementia at an
advanced age is not necessarily something embarrassing that needs to be swept
under the rug. Actually, almost half of the world population has dementia by
the age of 90. Yet, it is important to help the daughter understand her mother,
and not take it personally when her initiatives to help are rejected. She needs
to understand the strain her mother is under, which may cause her to overreact
in her opposition to her daughter’s desire to make her father happy. You can be
helpful to your friend by helping her to see her daughter in a more objective
light and learn to appreciate her initiatives to help even while living abroad.
It is not easy to be living in another country while one’s parents are in need,
especially not when being repeatedly rejected by one’s mother, while trying to
be helpful.
Contributing to the Family Sanctuary According to Desire and Ability
It
sounds like the daughter has a lot of energy and desire to help. You mentioned
that she is very attached to her father, and it may be possible that she has a
better understanding of his needs than others do. It would be good for the
mother to take advantage of this and discuss with her daughter ways that she
can be helpful. The family is like a sanctuary and for the sanctuary; each
person contributes his or her particular gifts according to their ability to
give:
ספר שמות פרק לה (כט) כָּל אִישׁ וְאִשָּׁה אֲשֶׁר נָדַב לִבָּם אֹתָם
לְהָבִיא לְכָל הַמְּלָאכָה אֲשֶׁר צִוָּה הָשֵׁם לַעֲשׂוֹת בְּיַד משֶׁה הֵבִיאוּ
בְנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל נְדָבָה לַהָשֵׁם:
“All
the men and women whose hearts moved them to bring anything for the work that
Hashem commanded through Moshe to be done, they, the children of Israel bought
it as a free will offering to Hashem” (Shemot 35:29).
If
you can be instrumental in helping the mother and daughter to allow each other
to contribute to the family according to their respective abilities and talents
while learning to support and appreciate one another, then you have indeed add
a building block for the Temple.
My mother, age 95, has some dementia as well as various other medical issues and recently went to a home near me. I very much appreciate your response and will try to keep it in mind when I interact with my siblings. Leah G
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