Although the plants were created on the third day of creation, they waited beneath the earth and didn’t sprout forth until Adam came “to work the soil” which can be understood metaphorically as “to pray for rain.” Until the creation of humanity, no one recognized the benefit of rain, but when Adam came and understood that they were essential to the world, he prayed for them, they fell, and the trees and the herbs sprouted (Rashi, Bereishit 2:5 based on BT, Chulin 60b). If we don’t receive enough rain by Chanukah, it will greatly affect not only farmers but all of us. During such times, we must engage in self-introspection and repent, as we live with the awareness that the rain, or lack thereof is the heavenly response to our actions. “When the heavens are shut up and there is no rain [it is] because your people have sinned against You…” (I Melachim 8:35). At such times, the Rabbis institute national fast days and we turn inward to rectify our deeds. During Sukkot when we dwell in flimsy huts exposed to the elements, the weather affects us even more, and through it, we experience our relationship with the Divine on a greater scale. Here in Bat Ayin – through the comfortable, cooling weather – I felt Hashem comforting us during this Sukkot and Simchat Torah. The cold wind only intensified the day we left the Sukkah and Bauch Hashem we were able to dance again like never before! Although we feel the pain of having been at war for a full year now, we are proud of our little country on the mission of eradicating evil from the entire world. On Simchat Torah, we began praising Hashem for rain, by inserting in our Shemoneh Esre Amidah “Who makes the wind blow and brings down the rain.” May all our suffering this year be an atonement for our sins and may Hashem open the sky and shower us with abundant rain!
Torah wisdom from Rebbetzin Chana Bracha Siegelbaum
Author, EmunaHealer, Founder and Director of Midreshet B'erot Bat Ayin
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Parashat VeZot HaBracha
Uprooting Last Year’s Leftover Crop and Entering a New Life Epoch
Simchat Torah demarcates the real New Year. Although we already welcomed the New Year on Rosh Hashana, we are in kind of an incubation period until the end of Simchat Torah, after which we become reborn into the daily day cycle of life. As we complete the last day of the holiday season, we are propelled forward into our renewed epoch of life. Simchat Torah both ends and begins a new season when we begin to pray for rain. We can sense the changing seasons through the fallen leaves, the moistening dew, and the cooling wind. Following this last Tishrei holiday is the time to sow new seeds in the ground for our winter crop. I learned an interesting insight when preparing my vegetable garden for planting the winter crop. My garden patch was replete with last year’s Swiss chard and beat leaves that had seen better days. It was hard for me to uproot these greens since they were still alive, and I might have been able to make myself an occasional salad from them. I was also attached to these greens that had given me so much goodness throughout the year. As I pondered what to do, the notion that “we need to let go of the old to make room for the new” hit home in a deeper way. I needed to uproot my leftover greens barely surviving to make room for a new stronger, lusher, more abundant greener crop. My garden experience is a metaphor for life, and how difficult it is for many of us to let go of the past. People get stuck in the past because of our need for certainty. Certainty is one of the six human needs fundamental for survival. We need to feel certain that we can avoid hardships. We also like to feel certain about what’s next – and letting go of the past means stepping into the unknown. It takes courage to let go of the familiar – even if it’s negative. While masculine energy is about breaking through and letting go, feminine energy is about filling up and gathering. When there is still emotion tied to a memory, moving on from the past becomes increasingly difficult for those of us who are biologically predisposed to gather. Yet when there is a will there is a way. Identifying and acknowledging what is holding us back is the first step. Once we have identified why letting go of the past is so difficult, we can ask ourselves: “What are the reasons that you absolutely must move beyond this?” How will your life change when you learn how to let go of the past? Having a clear awareness of why we must let go will be the primus motor that will drive us to be dedicated to truly letting go of the old to make room for the new.
6. We all carry wounds that we continually need to heal, in order to move forward. We must release the old to receive the new. Focus on this simple question: What can I let go of? Breathe into this question and repeat it to yourself as many times as you need. What can I let go of?
7. When we can truly release our past and our expectations and demands of the future, we can be reborn in the present. The last Portion of our yearly Torah cycle opens with, Ve’zot HaBracha – “This is the Blessing!” (Devarim 33:1). Right now, this moment is a moment of blessing. Breathe into the blessings of your life, and tune into these blessings you enjoy at the present moment to treasure them even more!
8. “It’s never too late to be what you might have been (George Eliot, 1871). Imagine yourself as the person you could have been. Can you visualize your full potential self? Perhaps you visualize the gentle soothing tone with which you speak, the warm smile you give to everyone you meet, the delicate touch with which you caress the world. Now is the moment to meditate on who you really want to be!