
Torah wisdom from Rebbetzin Chana Bracha Siegelbaum
Author, EmunaHealer, Founder and Director of Midreshet B'erot Bat Ayin
Why Were Many
Newcomers to Torah Vegetarian Before Embracing the Torah Path?
My husband and I
were both vegetarians for a period before joining a yeshiva and returning to
the Torah path. We soon discovered that many other ba’alei teshuvah
shared a similar experience – instinctively cutting out meat a while before embracing
the Torah path. Looking back, it’s clear this wasn’t a coincidence. For many of
us, abstaining from meat was an unconscious preparation for spiritual
sensitivity – a distancing from the unrefined in pursuit of the pure.
Returning to meat wasn’t easy. It was even more challenging for us environmentalists who cared deeply about animal life and found the concept of animal sacrifice especially difficult to accept. It took heartfelt guidance from our beloved teacher, Rabbi Goldstein zt”l, who explained that sacrifices are not merely ritual slaughter but acts of elevation. The animals, he said, willingly stretched their necks – not as victims, but as offerings ascending to a higher spiritual state. “When a Jew eats meat mindfully,” he taught us, “the animal becomes part of something far greater – not just a human being, but a holy Jew.”
This is especially true at a Shabbat table where the food’s energy is directed toward singing holy tunes, sharing words of Torah, and mitzvot. Rabbi Goldstein encouraged us to print menu cards for our Shabbat meals that proclaimed: “Our table is a mizbeach (altar), and our food is a korban (sacrifice).” We would joyfully recite this sentence each time we broke bread, transforming our meals into a form of avodah (spiritual service). I believe our temporary abstinence from meat helped purify our hearts and made us more receptive to the truth of Torah. Our yearning for holiness led us to intuitively reject impure, non-kosher meat, which is a spiritually numbing food that dulls the soul and clouds inner perception. After learning the laws of kashrut, most of us gradually returned to eating meat, this time with reverence and discernment, understanding that kosher meat – consumed with mindful intention – is not a descent into the physical but a pathway for spiritual elevation.
How is the
Responsibility of Holiness Distinguished in the Land of Israel?
Parashat
Shemini centers on the sanctity of the Mishkan and
the strict requirements for Divine service. For many of us who returned to
Torah observance, the process of spiritual growth began with refining what we
ate and how we lived here in the Holy Land. It is no coincidence that the Torah
places great emphasis on holiness in physical acts, especially in eating. The
sanctity of the Mishkan – the dwelling place of the Shechinah – required
preparation, purity, and boundaries. Likewise, the sanctity of the Land of
Israel depends on how we live within it and sanctify the physical, Eretz
Yisrael, even the physical becomes spiritual. Being careful to eat only kosher
food – from which the blood of the animal has been removed – is one way to
merit living in the holy land.
The Ramban explains that the holiness of the land is bound to our actions. The mitzvot were primarily given to be fulfilled in the Land of Israel, and it is only here that the Shechinah can truly dwell. Since the Land of Israel, the center of the inhabited world, is the inheritance of Hashem, and specially designated for His Name, when dwelling in His Land we must be sanctified in our conduct, to be worthy of His presence. This is especially so in matters of forbidden relationships and other mitzvot tied to the purity of body and soul. That is why the Torah warns: “Keep all My statutes and ordinances… so that the Land does not vomit you out” (Vayikra 20:22). Eretz Yisrael does not tolerate impurity. Outside the Land – even though all belongs to Hashem – purity is never complete due to the ruling spiritual forces, and nations assigned their own celestial guardians. But in the Land of Yisrael, Hashem alone is our G-d, and we are uniquely bound to Him. The fullness of Divine service is meant to take place specifically in the Land of Israel (Ramban, Vayikra 18:25).
Parashat Tzav
What is the Connection Between the
Eternal Fire and the Land of Israel?
How Can we Keep Our Fire Going While Constantly Breathing Continued Life
into Others?
The Eternal Fire on the Altar: A Flame Burning in the Soul of Every Jew
Reading the opening in Parashat Tzav describing the eternal flame of
the altar encouraged me to keep my own fire burning. It is only when we allow the
chametz (ego) of Amalek to inject the poison of doubt into our bloodstream
that we feel our strength ebbing out. Our fire will remain steadfast, as long
as we keep strengthening our emunah that whatever challenge we are undergoing,
it is 100% designated from our Creator to help us grow. There is no greater
way of serving Hashem than keeping the fire of emunah going. Perhaps
this is why the Torah repeats how the fire on the altar must never be
extinguished:
The repetition of keeping the fire of the altar burning suggests that this
fire did not simply serve to cook the sacrifices offered to Hashem upon the
altar. Rather, the eternal burning of the flame was crucial in and of itself,
as an independent value, to arouse our internal flame – to keep going against
all the odds – and burn away the doubts that weaken our spiritual determination.
A Sacred Tool for Spiritual Endurance
Eretz Yisrael – The Only Home for the Eternal Mikdash
The Fire of the Soul – Kindled in the Land
Returning to the Place of the Flame
Parashat Vayikra
How Does Vayikra’s Small Alef Teach
that the Land of Israel is Designated for Revelation?
Why is the Land of Israel the Only Place Where
Prophecy Blossoms?
How is the Small Alef a Sign of Moshe’s Humility?
How is the Land of Israel Designated for
Ultimate Intimacy with Hashem?
From the very beginning of creation, Eretz
Yisrael is the land “before Hashem” – the place where divine presence is
most tangibly revealed, and where humankind’s mission to connect with the
divine reaches its fullest expression. It is no coincidence that Cain and Hevel
fought over it, or that Yitzchak and Yishmael, Ya’acov and Esav, all contended
over who would inherit this holy ground. Rabbi Yehuda Halevi explains that this
is not merely a geographic conflict but a spiritual one – a struggle over who
will be attached to the divine purpose and who will fall away like a discarded
husk (The Kuzari 1:95). Although the desert experience conveyed the most
intimate connection with Hashem, who guided the Israelites with His Clouds of
Glory and fed them manna from heaven, nevertheless, the Zohar teaches
us that no matter how good it is in Chutz LaAretz – even from
a spiritual standpoint – something is lacking, for true Jewish perfection can
only be attained in The Land of Israel! Nowadays, until October 7, many Jews have
enjoyed tranquil spiritual lives in the diaspora, with bursting Jewish
communities and Torah institutions. Yet despite the spiritual intimacy of the
Israelites during the desert wandering, their existence was considered
imperfect, simply because it was still outside of Israel. We learn this from
the Zohar that puts the entire Book of VaYikra in
perspective, by explaining the small alef of Vayikra most
astoundingly: Why is there a small alef? Because this “calling”
was imperfect. Why so? For it took place in the Mishkan (Tabernacle)
and in a foreign land, because true perfection can only be found in the Land of
Israel (Tosafot HaZohar 1, quoted in Itturei Torah,
vol. 3, p. 7; cited by Rabbi Moshe D. Lichtman, Vayikra and the Land of
Israel). The diminished alef at the
beginning of Parashat Vayikra alludes to the truth that only by serving
Hashem in His Chosen Land can we attain our ultimate goal.