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Wednesday, September 30, 2026

Parashat V’Zot Habracha: “From the Ships of Zevulun to the Tents of Yissachar” - What is Greater: Learning Torah or Supporting Torah Learning?

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Parashat V’Zot Habracha: “From the Ships of Zevulun to the Tents of Yissachar”
What is Greater: Learning Torah or Supporting Torah Learning?



What Dilemma May We Experience When Dedicating Ourselves Fully to Torah Study?

As a new Ba’alat Teshuva (returnee to Torah), I was told in the yeshiva that all Jews must learn Torah, and then the Arabs will do all our work. This concept never really resonated with me. I hail from a family of very hardworking people. Alongside academic accomplishments, my parents always took pride in working hard physically. My father would fix, paint, build, mow the lawn, and prune the trees. He also engaged in creative projects, such as weaving a beautiful, colorful rug that still adorns my childhood home. My mother kept everything in the house spotless, including every nook and cranny. We children were also put to work from an early age and carried responsibilities according to our abilities.

As I became Torah observant and began learning Torah, statements such as “Torah study is beautiful when combined with a worldly occupation, for the toil of them both keeps sin out of one’s mind” (Pirkei Avot 2:2) naturally resonated with me. Simultaneously, it became clear to me that there are special souls whose primary work is to toil in Torah. To truly excel and make significant Torah contributions to Israel and the world, particularly gifted Torah scholars may need to devote themselves full time to their studies. Throughout Jewish history, families and communities have therefore supported outstanding Torah scholars, enabling them to immerse themselves in Torah. In some families, the most erudite and studious son was sent to yeshiva, while his brothers worked and helped support his Torah learning. This arrangement echoes the ancient partnership between Yissachar and Zevulun, in which one brother devoted himself to Torah while the other provided the material means that made his learning possible.

My husband and I immersed ourselves in Torah learning for seven years to catch up on all the Torah we hadn’t learned during our childhood. Our rabbi told us that it was a mitzvah for us to ask our parents to support us, since by doing so they would receive a share in the merit of our Torah learning. Yet I never felt completely at ease relying on my parents for financial support, since they didn’t live in our Torah world and naturally lacked appreciation for the need to support their adult, able-bodied children. Although I didn’t want to deprive our parents of the opportunity to receive great merit by supporting Torah learning, I always felt torn about accepting their financial support. Is it really such a great mitzvah to support those who study Torah full time?


How Does Financial Support Nourish Torah Scholarship?

The partnership between Yissachar and Zevulun provides a powerful answer to my dilemma. In his final blessing to the tribes, Moshe juxtaposes Zevulun’s going out into the world with Yissachar’s remaining in the tents:

ספר דברים פרק לג פסוקים יח-יט 

וְלִזְבוּלֻן אָמַר שְׂמַח זְבוּלֻן בְּצֵאתֶךָ וְיִשָּׂשכָר בְּאֹהָלֶיךָ... כִּי שֶׁפַע יַמִּים יִינָקוּ וּשְׂפוּנֵי טְמוּנֵי חוֹל:

“And of Zevulun he said: Rejoice, Zevulun, in your going out, and Yissachar, in your tents... for they shall suck the abundance of the seas and the hidden treasures of the sand” (Devarim 33:18–19).


The Torah’s expression כִּי שֶׁפַע יַמִּים יִינָקוּ/ki shefa yamim yinaku – “for they shall suck the abundance of the seas” – is particularly evocative in the context of nourishment. The word יִינָקוּ/yinaku literally means “they shall suck” or “nurse.” Zevulun would draw sustenance from the abundance of the seas through his maritime commerce. Yet this material abundance would ultimately nourish the Torah learning taking place within Yissachar’s tents. In the partnership between Yissachar and Zevulun, Zevulun would dwell by the seacoast, sail forth to conduct business, earn a livelihood, and וְנוֹתֵן לְתוֹךְ פִּיו שֶׁל יִשָּׂשכָר/venoten letoch piv shel Yissachar – “place [his earnings] into Yissachar’s mouth.”  Thus, he enabled Yissachar to become so accomplished in Torah that his scholars served as heads of the Sanhedrin, calculating the calendar and determining the new months (Rashi, Devarim 33:18).

The Midrash further clarifies this interdependence. Zevulun engaged in commerce while Yissachar devoted himself to Torah. “It is a tree of life to those who support it” (Mishlei 3:18) applies to Zevulun, because “Had it not been for Zevulun, Yissachar would not have engaged in Torah.” Freed from the demands of making a living, Yissachar could dedicate himself entirely to Torah and consequently produce outstanding Torah scholars about whom it states יוֹדְעֵי בִינָה לָעִתִּים/yodei binah la’itim – “those who understand the times” (Midrash Tanchuma, Vayechi 11).

We often think of nourishment primarily as sustaining the body. However, the bread placed into Yissachar’s mouth nourished not only his body; it nourished the Torah that emerged from his learning. By providing Yissachar with the physical security and peace of mind necessary to immerse himself in Torah, Zevulun enabled his brother’s spiritual gifts to develop for the benefit of all Israel. In this way, physical sustenance became the vessel for spiritual nourishment.


How Can Material Abundance Become a Vehicle for Spiritual Nourishment?

The partnership between Yissachar and Zevulun goes even deeper than providing the physical conditions necessary for Torah study. The Zohar teaches that each brother shared his portion with the other. Zevulun went out into the world, while Yissachar remained immersed in Torah – “this one gave a portion to the other, and the other gave a portion to this one” (Zohar, Beha’alotcha 150a).

Thus, the flow of nourishment went in both directions. This reciprocal relationship transforms our understanding of material abundance. Money used only for our own benefit remains material wealth. Yet when we direct some of our resources toward enabling Torah learning, our material abundance becomes a vehicle for spiritual nourishment. The livelihood earned through Zevulun’s commerce entered Yissachar’s tent as food and financial support, but Yissachar’s learning transformed it into Torah shared equally with Zevulun – “and the blessing of Torah is the blessing of everything” (Zohar III:150a).

The Radzyner Rebbe reveals an even deeper dimension of Zevulun’s blessing. Drawing on the Zohar and the teachings of the Arizal, he connects Zevulun’s sea with the spiritual “sea” of Knesset Yisrael and with the mystery of techelet, which emerges from the sea. The Zohar teaches that the Sea of Kinneret below corresponds to a spiritual Sea of Kinneret above. Thus, “for they shall suck the abundance of the seas” may suggest more than drawing material prosperity from maritime commerce. The physical abundance flowing from the sea below reflects a higher spiritual current (Ma’amar Ein HaTechelet 3). Seen through this mystical lens, when Zevulun directs his earnings toward sustaining Yissachar’s Torah, they become a conduit for spiritual nourishment.

This sheds new light on the dilemma I struggled with when my husband and I were studying Torah full time. Material support given to a Torah scholar enters the world of Torah and becomes part of the Torah it enables. The supporter is therefore not standing outside the beit midrash merely paying its bills, but becomes a partner in the spiritual nourishment flowing from it. Just as Zevulun’s material shefa was transformed through Yissachar’s Torah, the resources we dedicate to Torah can become vessels through which Hashem’s spiritual abundance flows into the world. In this partnership, physical and spiritual nourishment join together, allowing Hashem’s blessing to flow equally through both.


Why Does the Torah Mention Zevulun Before Yissachar?

We may wonder why Moshe mentions Zevulun first: “Rejoice, Zevulun, in your going out, and Yissachar, in your tents” (Devarim 33:18). After all, Yissachar was born before Zevulun, and Torah learning would seem to deserve precedence over the material support that enables it. Yet both Ya’acov and Moshe bless Zevulun before Yissachar.

The Zohar answers that supporting Torah is portrayed not merely as giving from one’s surplus, but as sharing one’s own bread. Zevulun transformed the fruit of his labor into the nourishment that allowed Yissachar to remain within the tents of Torah. His precedence therefore reflects the extraordinary value Hashem places upon supporting Torah. Zevulun did not merely earn a livelihood alongside Yissachar’s learning; he deliberately directed his hard-earned income toward making that learning possible.

The Zohar goes even further. Because Zevulun sustained those who labored in Torah, he merited blessings both in this world and in the World-to-Come. While Yissachar devoted himself to the “table” of Torah, Zevulun was blessed with “two tables” – material blessing below as well as spiritual reward above. His physical work became elevated and bound to the Torah he sustained (Zohar I:242a). 

The Kedushat Yom Tov raises a profound question: can the one who enables Torah learning in some sense receive precedence over the one who actually learns? Yet he challenges this possibility with the Talmudic teaching, “Great is Torah study, for it leads to action” (Kiddushin 40b). Perhaps Zevulun’s precedence teaches us that spiritual nourishment does not appear in the world without vessels to sustain it. Before Yissachar can remain in his tent and immerse himself in Torah, someone must place bread into his mouth. The bread is not the ultimate purpose – the Torah is – yet the Torah cannot flourish if the physical needs of those who learn it are neglected. By mentioning Zevulun first, the Torah honors the person who willingly transforms his own physical nourishment into nourishment for another person’s Torah. 


Why Do Material Blessings at Times Precede Spiritual Blessings?

Does Zevulun’s primacy indicate that material pursuits are ultimately worthier than Torah? Imrei Shammai points out a fascinating distinction. In Moshe’s blessings, Zevulun precedes Yissachar, whereas in the arrangement of the tribal banners, Yissachar precedes Zevulun. He explains that a blessing concerns the flow of shefa. Since Zevulun receives material abundance and channels it toward sustaining Yissachar’s Torah, the material shefa must first flow to Zevulun before it can enable the spiritual flow emerging from Yissachar’s Torah. When it comes to the essential spiritual order, Yissachar takes precedence because Torah remains the ultimate purpose (Imrei Shammai, Devarim 488).

This relationship is encapsulated in the well-known teaching “If there is no flour, there is no Torah” (Pirkei Avot 3:17). Flour comes first not because it is more important than Torah, but because the body must be nourished before it can become a vessel for the soul. We need bread, shelter, clothing, livelihood, and sufficient peace of mind to devote ourselves to higher spiritual pursuits. This insight illuminates Moshe’s final blessings. As he prepares to leave this world, Moshe blesses the tribes not only with spiritual greatness, but with the tangible nourishment of this earth – the dew of heaven, the waters of the deep, produce ripened by the sun, the abundance of the seas, bread, oil, grain, and wine. The Torah does not ask us to escape the physical world in pursuit of the spiritual. Rather, it teaches us to receive Hashem’s physical blessings with gratitude and elevate them by directing them toward His service.

As we complete the yearly Torah reading cycle, we are taught that physical and spiritual nourishment were never meant to be separate worlds. The food we eat, the livelihood we earn, and the abundance with which Hashem blesses us can all become vessels for Torah. Zevulun’s ships and Yissachar’s tents ultimately serve one purpose: bringing more Torah and Hashem’s presence into the world. May we merit to receive Hashem’s abundance with gratitude and share it generously. In this way, the physical blessings of this world can become vessels for the greatest nourishment of all – the Torah that gives life to Israel and carries Hashem’s blessing into the entire world.

Thursday, November 30, 2023

What is the Secret to Overcoming the Inner Emptiness that We Sometimes Experience?

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Parashat Vayislach
What is the Secret to Overcoming the Inner Emptiness that We Sometimes Experience?

Why Do We Sometimes Feel Empty Inside Even When Things Are Going Well?
Sometimes we feel this emptiness inside that is difficult to explain. It is like an inner lack that we cannot place, but it sucks our energy and makes us sad. Sometimes the inner emptiness even makes us sink into depression. I have often experienced this internal lack in my heart, even when I can count all my blessings intellectually. After having prayed and prayed and then finally Hashem answered my prayer, the initial rush of riding on the height of gratitude often takes a downward plunge into the abyss of darkness. This happened to me a while after my innumerable prayers for a baby were answered, and recently after Hashem answered my years of prayer for his soulmate. Please don’t get me wrong, I’m ecstatically grateful for these blessings and others as well, and I do express this gratitude often. Yet, even when I sing Hashem’s praises and thank Him for all the many blessings, He has bestowed upon me – a recommended practice – at times I feel that something is still missing deep down, and I know that I’m not alone. I have this insatiable yearning for something more… to feel a deeper connection… to be part of something much greater – to tap into the infinite. When I studied the interaction between Ya’acov and Esau, I had an Aha moment, that this sense of lack stems from following Esau’s outlook, which is disconnected from infinity rather than tapping into Ya’acov’s deepest attachment to the source of all.

What is the Difference Between Having a Lot and Having it All?
When Ya’acov returned to face his brother after years of separation, he presented him with a generous gift of livestock. Esau reacted seemingly nicely by generously refusing his brother’s gift on the grounds of having plenty himself and no need for Ya’acov’s gift.

ספר בראשית פרק לג פסוק ט וַיֹּאמֶר עֵשָׂו יֶשׁ לִי רָב אָחִי יְהִי לְךָ אֲשֶׁר לָךְ:
“But Esau said, ‘I have plenty, my brother; keep that which is yours’” (Bereishit 33:9).

Although Esau called Ya’acov with the endearing title “My brother” Rashi explains that by saying I have a lot, Esau, spoke haughtily, “I have plenty,” [meaning] much more than I need. – [from Tanchuma Vayishlach 3] (Rashi, ibid.).  

In the end, Ya’acov convinced Esau to receive his gift, by proclaiming that he (Ya’acov) was not only favorited with plenty by G-d, but moreover, he had everything.

ספר בראשית פרק לג פסוק יא קַח נָא אֶת בִּרְכָתִי אֲשֶׁר הֻבָאת לָךְ כִּי חַנַּנִי אֱלֹהִים וְכִי יֶשׁ לִי כֹל וַיִּפְצַר בּוֹ וַיִּקָּח:
“Now take my gift, which has been brought to you, for G-d has favored me [with it], and [because] I have everything.’ He [Ya’acov] prevailed over him, and he [Esau] took [it]” (Bereishit 33:11).

From the difference between Esau and Ya’acov’s attitudes regarding their blessings, we can extract vital life lessons about how to overcome a feeling of inner lack. Yet, what is the difference between Esau’s statement “I have a lot (רָב/rav)” and Ya’acov’s declaration of having it all (כֹל/chol)? Both statements seem to express gratitude and satisfaction with their lot in life.

The Esau Drive for Ephemeral Pleasures

Kli Yakar explains that although Esav claimed to have much, those who are bent on physical and materialistic pleasures never feel they have it all. There was a survey in Reader’s Digest of the amount that people in different earning brackets felt needed to be truly happy. The results uncannily backed up the words of our sages who stated, “If one has one hundred, he wants two hundred, if he has two hundred, he wants four hundred” (Midrash Kohelet Rabbah 1:13). The following story about two terminally ill patients confined to hospital beds contrasts Esau and Ya’acov’s attitude to life. One patient was next to a window and able to see outside while the other patient was not. All day long he would recount to his friend the beauty outside. The majestic trees overlooking the sparkling lake where the rowboats rippled through the water, the ball games on the fields next to the children playing on the grass. At first, the other patient enjoyed the descriptions but soon became overcome with jealousy. “Why is he able to see all this beauty but not I? I want his bed!” A few nights later his roommate passed away. The nurse asked the other patient if he’d like to be moved next to the window. He answered in the affirmative and his bed was wheeled over. As soon as the nurse left the room, he excitedly looked out the window to finally see the wondrous sights for himself. He quickly discerned the dirty gray wall of the adjacent apartment building. From here we learn that happiness and satisfaction result not from what we have but rather, from how we deal with and view what we have. When we “have it all” like Ya’acov we will be able to turn even a dirty gray wall into the most exquisite landscape! (Yisroel Ciner, Project Genesis, Inc.)

The Divine Attribute of  כֹּל/Kol
While Esau’s attitude of “I have a lot” doesn’t necessarily satisfy the need to have more, as it is known that no matter how much we have there always seems to be more. Yet, by saying “I have it all” Ya’acov expresses great satisfaction with his lot in life. When “I have everything” what else can I want? When we yearn for spiritual growth and accomplishment, we understand that Hashem sends us exactly all that we need in terms of material possessions. As we say in our daily morning blessings: “She’asah li kol tzarchi” – You have given me all of my needs. In Grace after Meals the section called Hatov Vehametiv  we recite “…just as our fathers Avraham, Yitzchak, and Ya’acov were blessed בַּכֹּל מִכֹּל כֹּל/ba kol mikol kol – with everything, from everything, everything, so too may He bless all of us together with a complete blessing and let us say Amen.” We commemorate that each of our patriarchs was blessed particularly through the expression “כֹּל/kol – all.” “When Avraham was old, advanced in years, Hashem blessed Avraham בַּכֹּל/bakol – with everything’ (Bereishit 24:1). Yitzchak likewise was blessed with this same expression, “Then Yitzchak got very scared and said, ‘Who was it that hunted game and brought it to me and I ate מִכֹּל/mikol – ‘from everything’ before you came, and I blessed him; he too will remain blessed” (Bereishit 27:33). Likewise, we have seen how Ya’acov uses the same expression when facing Esau “…G-d has favored me and I have כֹּל/kol –‘everything’ (Bereishit 33:11). Ramban brings us a very deep explanation of the concept כֹּל/kol, containing a secret from the secrets of the Torah. It refers to a great concept that Hashem has an attribute called כֹּל/kol, because it is the foundation of everything, and about it is written “I am Hashem, maker of כֹּל/kol – ‘everything’” (Yesha’yahu 42:24); (Ramban, Bereishit 24:1).

Tapping into the Unified Source of Abundance
How can anyone say that he has everything, isn’t there always something more to have?
The fundamental difference between “a lot” and “all” is that “a lot” refers to quantitative increase: a lot of power and abundance, yet “all” alludes to the unified source of abundance. Sometimes after teaching a class, I leave with an unsatisfied feeling of not having flowed well with the shiur. Then in review, I find that I indeed did teach many worthy Torah concepts to my students. Yet, the unified root that connects all the concepts was missing. When Ya’acov says he has “everything” he means that he is connected to the Almighty, from which it follows that he is connected to all the goodness and abundance in existence. For a person who has an inner sense of lack, of emptiness, its true fulfillment is only the attachment to G-d to “all.” Esau belongs to those people who are trying to collect more and more things from the world. Esau is so happy and pleased with his great power in collecting things that, with the generosity of the victor, he tells Ya’acov, “It’s okay, I have much more than you. I don’t need favors.” But in contrast, Ya’acov makes it clear to Esau that he is not at all concerned with multiplicity, but with attachment to the source, to the root, to what enlivens everything. 

Know Him in All Your Ways!
Our great test is whether we succeed in being connected to the Master of all, to the inner dimension of everything, and whether we understand and live in a way in which all our actions are connected to the great principles of life. “Know Him in all your ways” (Mishlei 3:6). The ability to be connected to “all,” despite the multiple ways of the world, is the essence of our service in the world. It is written that Ya’acov merited “an inheritance without boundaries.” This is because of his ability to be connected to everything – to reach beyond all narrow constraints and become part of infinity. “... Whoever cleaves to the upper root, whatever he has is an aspect of “all,” because everything has a point of vitality in it from Hashem, and “all” is included within this point.” (Sefat Emet, Bereishit, Parashat Vayishlach, Year 1871). May we merit to fulfill “Know Him in all your ways,” and thus be blessed in every way! (Yeshivat Har Beracha).

 

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Gratitude Focus for the Week of Parashat Vayishlach

This meditation is to help us get in touch with the aspect of “all,” and cleave to the upper root.

  • Settle Yourself and Become Aware of Your Breath – Take three deep breaths, breathing in, breathing out. Breathe in positivity, breathe out, and let go of old and stale air, stories, and complaints. Breathe in, breathe out. Sit with our attention on the breath. Relax your body, drop your shoulders, and be still. 
  • Recall Your Blessings and Accomplishments – With every inhale increase positivity and well-being. Exhale all the negative emotional toxins. Allow your mind to wander over all your blessings and accomplishments in life. Let each of them pass before you and thank Hashem for them one by one. Keep breathing.
  • Allow Yourself to Feel Fulfilled and Express Gratitude – Recite in your mind’s eye, “I have everything I need right now.” Repeat this sentence over and over like a mantra. Thank Hashem with all your heart for fulfilling all your needs.  
  • Tune Into the Root Connecting all of Your Blessings – Keep breathing and open your heart to truly get in touch with the “everything” that Hashem is granting you.  Allow your mind to go deeper into the inner divine root of everything good in your life. 
  • Expand Your Boundaries to Tap into Infinity – Ponder how Ya’acov merited “an inheritance without boundaries” via his ability to reach beyond all narrow boundaries and become part of infinity. Visualize seeing yourself in the mirror holding a mirror in which you see yourself and, in that mirror, you are also holding a mirror ad infinitum.
  • Stay attuned to ‘the all’ of Divine Infinity – Pray to visualize weaving all the strands of your blessings into one. Pray to reach beyond all narrow limitations and become part of infinity. Recite bakol, mikol, kol while tuning into how our patriarchs were blessed with all. Repeat this recitation several times.
  • Pray to Hashem to Know Him in All Your ways – Recite: “May I truly tap into the consciousness that every blessing and accomplishment in my everyday life are part of the Holy Divine realm.
  • Repeat These Affirmations to Yourself – Take a deep breath at the end of each sentence. “I am a Jew connected to my Divine Essence!” “Sometimes I do not know. It is OK not to know. What is not known is an invitation to be curious and to discover. I do my best. I let go of the rest.” “I trust that whatever Hashem gives me whether revealed or concealed good, is exactly what I need to reach my full potential.” “My feeling of lack is being filled right now by the root of the Divine all.”  
  • Return Your Attention to Your breath – If your mind wanders off, come back to the home base of Your breath. Allow yourself to feel at rest, welcome the feeling of peace and serenity.
  • On the Next Breath, Gently and Easily, open your eyes – and return your attention to the space you are in.